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STRESSES!

2008-05-16T20:57:00.002+10:00

I really dont know how to describe what situation I'm in right now. I'm really very very stressed out. all the works and exam is so near noww.. I really dont know what to do. I just feel like swearing swearing and sleep all day long. I'm really reallly reallly tireddd.. Feel so fucked up right now. Its so near to the exam and I've basically very very little time to study already. Its all assignment, reports & prjects I've to stay in uni till late just to finish them. But the problem is, Its never gonna finish until week 13. WHich I've only have 10 days left to fucking study. I'm not as clever as some of them. Feel so fucked up right noww.. My mind is so messyy!! WHY THE FUCK DID I CHOOSE ENGINEERING? Its really pissing me off now. Feel like killing myself and forget abt all of this fucking work. I'm really sick and tired.

TIRED + STRESS = FUCK HELL!

argghhh

2008-04-21T21:15:00.003+10:00

Damn, There's been a lot of problems for me lately. I had to do works and works, test and tests, report after reports. I'm getting sick of all of it already.. I dont know what's fucking wrong. I have to worry abt my work and have to worry abt how much money I spend. I dont know what's going on. I'm sick of going and asking for the bloody money already. pff..

Just had my oral presentation today. It was good. (= I havent had time to upload Brii's heroic stunt in the state library. I cant find it in my phone. It was one hell night to remember. Oh yea. My timetable is out. My exam starts from June 10 - June 20. So, people who wants to come over, the time is from June 20/21 - July 14. so yeah. ytou guys can make your plans already. I have another test on wednesday. I'm laszyyyyyy alreadyy.. so much frustration going thru my body now. 2 more reports due next mondayyy.. arghh.. Is that what I really want to do? hmm..

new chapter on my scrap book.

2008-04-01T21:29:00.003+10:00

Argghh.. Had a great sleep last night after sorting my own stuff out. I've a clear head now of what I want and what to go for and so on.. I heard from billy that there's cheap air tix around. lung and viv, u you guys wanna see the price. go on http://www.tigerairways.com.au/ to check ok? I dont know when you guys are coming over and shit. so I cant do much abt it. I got the pics we took when we were celebrating CK's bday last week. I've uploaded most of it. I still have a maths assignment to go. We all had fun, cant wait for more funs to come. Might be going to seven this weekend. woohooo~ Lets party. I've no more troubles I guess. Its all goooddieee.. No point feeeling and thinking about the bad side when WE dont need to. right? Live life the smart way. Bobby aka bebz aka chibai wont be coming back for a long time. We all miss that lil thinggg..

bonfire turned into a bbq.

2008-03-30T10:14:00.002+10:00

damn, last night was really crazy. I wanted to eat noodles and I asked pao to accompany me. She said she didnt want to it and she said she'll just accompany me. After finish cooking, we went to the garage and talked while she played pool. We felt cold and pao wanted to make a small fire to get us warm. HAHA. we went to just grab some woods and break em into pieces and started setting up the fire with newspapers. after succeeding, pao started to bring over small sausages and we had ourself a lil bbq! HAHAHA!

Had another blast the other day when we helped Ck celebrated his birthday the other day. last wednesday. Gonna try upload some pics when I got hold of them and the video we took last night. Everything's good until you think its not plus everyday is a good day, its just that some days are better than the others. Havent been doing much this easter. Left with only my maths assignment to go, which is due next thursday. (= I'm heading to the librabry soon with pao. Got nothing better to do. At least we get to have some charcoal chicken later. MMMMmmm.. Obviously, you guys can see I'm enjoying myself right now. I'm glad with what I have right now. So there's really no point thinking about this and that, I'll live the way I want my life to be. There's no point being a douchebag when I really dont have to. what's the point? what do I gain? nothing but at least its not a loss for me.

alon the FIREMEN!

2008-03-26T16:55:00.002+10:00

OKOK. what I'm about to blog is something which I've thinking if I should blog about. If i blog abt this, I might get arrested or banned to get into rusden! HAHAH! That day, Me, mr.2 , lauban and paray went to play big small as usual in rusden. We were playing and playing and I was too bored. i was smoking while we're playing and I saw a detector on the ceiling. HAHAHAHA! And without making any second thoughts, I stand on the sofa and blowed smoke into it. Like a lot of em. Then nothing happened, I jumped down and conitnue to play.. who knows, 5 mins later. alarm on the other side of the place started to sound, Its like tuuuutt, tuuuuuuutt, tuuuuuuuuuuutt! and then few seconds later, the alarm which i blown smoke at started sounded. We all went crazy and was like running out from the exit door. Everyone took our money and walllet and ran off. HAHAHAHA! and everyone woke up in their pj. And 3 mins later, 2 huge fire tucks came and went in to see what's going on while we were outside and acting as if we just got home and didnt know what happen. Since then, I realise its not a fire alarm, its a smoke alarm! HAHAHAH!! after that we went back into the room and started laughing our ass off. Since then, they all call me firemen! PUUU!!

I'm going out soon. its Ck's bday! we're gonna go out and celebrate with him. I'm hungry alreadyyyy. I'm in uni trying to write my report. I cant be bothered. =((

p/s: actually u guys can tag on my tag board wad! you dont have to pay you know. It feels as if no one reading or something. ppuuuuuu.. tag ok! a hi would be good also. or you can say, eh alon, you damn hot! I dont mind! (A)

2008-03-24T17:32:00.001+10:00

easter break!

2008-03-21T22:48:00.004+10:00

I'm starting to enjoy my easter break already. DOnt have to worry about any assignment and test. feels so good. I've to get back to uni on wed and start everything all over again. Last week was pretty fun. we finished our project for steel and timber structures. it was fun working with them in the lab. Took us 7 hrs to actually finish them from 2 sheets of metals. had to do everything with it to make it the way its in the pic. Its pretty fun. I took quite a lot of pics and I'm gonna post it up. (= Went to watch movie at glen yesterday and it was crazying in the city late night again. Damn, at least i get to see the other side of melbourne. there's a lot of fighting around. We were eating in KFC and there was a bunch of of 20 ++ people battling it out just a few metres away. and there was about 50 ppl screaming and cheering them on. It was crazyy! I know how what's gang vs gang! HAHAHA! then the securities came and stopped it and they wanted everyone to evacuate. damn. we were still enjoying our food! then we went to yarra river and ate beside it. damn feeel!

measuring the sheets.

folding the sheets.

cutting the sheets.

after folding and cutting .

filing the holes we drilled.

putting rivet joints.

clmaping the sheets and punching the rivets.

that's wad we get.

7 hours of work!

hello!

2008-03-17T23:18:00.002+10:00

HAHAHA. I dont know what to say also. Just feel like blogging. Been hanging out with tham, brii and pierre for the past few days. went to the city yesterday, hahaha.. it was a perfect day with perfect pairs! unbelievable. HAHAHAH! Bunaiii ahh! Been having late night McD's and big small games. its quite fun tho. rather than staying at home and doing nothing.

Life's good. (=

if it is so..

2008-03-14T20:36:00.001+10:00

if it is meant to be, i cant do anything. =/

Safe flight!

2008-03-13T21:02:00.004+10:00

I dont know what I should really be saying right now. Russell is flying in a few minutes time I guess. Just gave him a call and a small chat. Feels so ... pfff. All I can do is wish him all the best and hope he knows what he's doing. good luck!

Gonna upload some pics up noww.. Took some with pao in the city the other day while we were waiting for billy. HAHA

Here's a picture of a clown. That's wad normal human do in lectures.

sighs.

2008-03-12T22:55:00.002+10:00

That's all I can say now. I feel so down right now. Everything just seem diff after spilling what I shouldnt have. Its something which happened and I cant change abt it already. Just dont understand why things have to be this way. I dont want thing to be this way but it alr this way. I cant do anything. I'm just gonna stay here and wait to see what gonna happen. I dont wan to do anything alreadyy..

Just heard from my mom that my bro's leaving for kl tomolo. Going to sunway college. sighs. I dont know. all of a sudden, my heart seems so dull now. Just having to spill out all the real fun times I had with my bros. Knowing how to really treasure them when they are not by my side, It really hurts deep inside. The last time I went back changed everything I think and know abt my brothers. They are really the best thing that I'm grateful I have. All I can say is good luck to him and I'll owes be by his side no matter what. Even if he did something wrong, I hope he knows i'll be in front of him and helping him out. take care bro. you know 3 of you mean a whole lot to me!

tireeddd

2008-03-09T14:21:00.002+10:00

Got back pretty late last night with pao. Both of us was exhausted but we have to agree that we surely did have fun. I'm in uni again. My friends want to prepare for the presentation on tuesday and I've to study for my test tomolo alsooo.

Me and pao was walking around becoz we have to wait for billy to finish his "MEETING". Its quite fun shopping around only if u have sufficient amount of $$$ on ur wallet. Thanks to pao for not transferring her money and I have to share my money with her. At one stage we had to count how much money I had left to eat red rooster and I told her not to order exceeding that amount. It was funnyy tho. At least now we know how it feels like to walk around the city with a a few bucks. Its not that we dont have moneyy, its jst that we cant find a westpac atm machine and we dont want to get charged $2 or $5 for withdrawing our freaking moneyy.. At night, we went to lygon to eat with bill, slesh and his friends. Glad that I went to clubbing that night and I really wanted myself to relax. There were some shocking moments tooo. I was really exhausted after that but at least I did what I wanted to, which was to really forget about everything for a moment and let myself feel really looose-yyy. I'm really tired of guessing abt this and that already. I'll just let things flow normally. It kinda ruined my day actually.. but its alright la.

The next morning,(ooppss noon i mean) went to MUOSS office with Billy to sort his things out and then we went to our jackpot place! HAHAHA! and watched the fireworks at the festival and we lived a happily life after that. bye.

more work loads coming up

2008-03-06T15:47:00.002+10:00

Havent been doing much really. Next week, the real pain begins. So many work to be done. Might be going to billy's place tomolo. Just hang out. A lot and a lot of stuff happened this few days. Made me feel like I'm crazy already. I was worried sick a few days ago also. pfff.. I dont know what to say right now. I'm trying my best now and if my best isnt good enough, then so be it.

I am me.

rambo!

2008-03-01T22:56:00.002+10:00

Went to chadstone with my house mates just now. overrall it was fun. Had fun hanging out even tho it was only with my house mates. Didnt do much anyway. Went over to brian and tham's place just now. they asked me to go over so late already. and I had to walk like 20 mins to reach. Lucky there's pierre to send me home. If not, fuck! i wont go there again. bloooodyyy~ soo freaking far. We were playing pool over at there place but at least I still have some laughs. I'm tired of knowing that monday is coming up pretty soon. I'm still not used to the uni life again. siennn.. just gonna upload some pics we took the other day. took it from my fav neighbours phone.

I'm happy happy right now. Just feel really nice that things are going my way. (=

Oh yea, and not to forget! AUNTIEEE VEEVII!! Happy birthday!! (=

tired tired tired!

2008-02-29T16:55:00.004+10:00

Just got back home. went to play some badminton just now. havent been playing for quite some time already. It was fun *i think*. HAHA! There's nothing much I want to say right now. gonna get a good shower and make myself a spaghetti. (= oh yea. gonna try uploading a pic i took when we celebrated with pao the other day. her birthday cake. If it doesnt show up, then blame the freaking internet, NOT ME! *ooppss and a picture of me! HAHAH! *

today is a bright new day.

2008-02-28T15:39:00.003+10:00

Hello everyone. I installed the new live traffic thing. It tells me where the people who reads my blog come from. I'm quite suprosed actually. (= I'm glad that ppl still care to come over and read! HAHA! I'm boreed. Did nothing today. Just woke up not long ago and had my lunch. I'm soo lazy. Wanted to print down my notes but decided to print it later at night or maybe on the weekend since I've only got a lecture tomorrow.

Its pao's bday last night. Didnt do much with her yesterday coz I din know wad to do. but at least we did bought her a cake. (= plus she was busy. Some random ppl went out with her. OkOK. not random ppl. Its her nan xing pen you. HAHA.. Not one, Not 2, not tiga but 4! HAHAHA! long long said she's gonna get banged but she came back quite early also. So guess nothing happened other than her dinner with them.

Argghh.. felt really horrible last night plus I was quite shocked last night also. guess everything wasnt the way I wanted it to be. couldnt actually sleep last night. I was awake on my bed till 6ish I think. that was the last time i checked my phone and was suprised to see me starring on the walls and do nothing! I'm sure I gave everyone a bad impression. I'm used to that alr. But what's in the inside that counts right? nahh.. I dont think so. Without looking at the cover, only a few people would want to see what's on the inside. I was stunned the whole night. didnt know what I should do and what's coming up next... but i'm glad of what I've now. Like I said, Today is a bright new day. That's all I need and want. All I need is time. Time to prove odds wrong.

internet is sloowww!

2008-02-24T01:37:00.002+10:00

The internet is so slow. my best friend finished using up the limit. Its so freaking slow now. I cant watch youtube and I cant surf the net that much. So the only thing I can do now is just chatting and blogging. So here I am now. Nothing much to blog about also. I'm boreeeddd.. Uni's gonna be starting pretty soon. This mondayy. I cant say I'm ready for it. I dont know, dont feel like doing anything now. Went out with CK and eason just now. Went to glen waverley to eat. Feels good to hang out with them again. They came over to our place to play another game of blackjack. Didnt win nor lose just now. So its useless playing. HAHA! but at least we had fun laughing. I'm just chatting chatting right now. I feel like going back home now. I rather be doing nothing than being here. how?

back in melb!

2008-02-21T18:21:00.002+10:00

It was really a very tiring day. Didnt get enough sleep the day before because I was crazying . HAHA! Argghh.. Everything was going right at the wrong time I guess. I took a nap just now. After unloading everything, I feel much better alreadyy.. The room is clean and tidy! (= Its getting warmer and warmer alreadyyy so I got out of my bed. Gonna cook now. so laters~

I miss her.

kuching trip. (=

2008-02-16T00:03:00.002+10:00

I just got back from kuching. Had my shower and here I am. Its pretty fun back there. Get to relax and drink everynight. Damn fun. stress freeeee.. Its really nice to hang out with all my cuz. Really had fun. I really did. I bought myself nothing because the fashion in kuching is just . .... ... . So just basically had fun at night. pubs and ktv made me feel really nice. the people I did hang out with are awesome.

Last night was crazy. It was the best valentine day. HAHA! My cuz and his gf has been dating for like 5 yrs and I just dont know wad to say. Its really really crazy. They had never actually had a actual valentine dinner. never did but they still live happily ever after. Me and my other cuz was their bulb. We went out with them on valentine's day. They wanted us to follow and we wanted to look for cheap but nice restaurant. We started looking for food at 6-7ish. Looked everywhere. The whole kuching I should say for food and Its all fully book. Is there actually sooo many couples? HAHAHA! WE even tried KFC. Its a 2 storey building and Its also full. LIKE OMG. ended up in some place crazy and my cuz's friends joined us for dinnerr.. We were so hungry after looking for food till 9ish. HAHAHA! and we ate so much food. was really nice. my cuz's gf wasnt even mad or anything. Its not abt how romantic you are on valentine that matters. Its about how you live everyday. I'm glad that he found a girl that was so understanding. Its not to say that becoz she's poor or something. She's actually from a really rich family and my cuz is just trying to save all his money., He's not willing to spend his money in flowers. HAHAH! argghh.. dont know what to say. I just feel happy for meeting this type of ppl. They even actually tot of just eating kolo mee.

Everything didnt actually went the way I want it to. I now have 2nd thoughts. I dont know if its worth the wait. I've no idea now.. It just killed part of my night. I couldnt understand how a girl thinks. I'm not saying she's mine or anything. Its just dissapointing. It is.. I dont want this to happen. It was suppose to be going my way. All I want is to spend this last few days with you but ... after this, what's gonna happen? only god knows.

selamat hari raya!

2008-02-08T05:41:00.000+10:00

Hello everyone. I know I know, happy new year first of all! OKOK!! I know I know, I haven't been blogging much. HAHA. after all the complains, I've decided to blog again tonight. Its not like: 'I'm not gonna update anymore'. Its just that I'm busy! HAHAHA! Havent been doing much lately. Just slacking around and shit. I've got a really good news tho. I'm not gonna spill it out right now. I don't wanna ruin this special thing. I'm going to keep it to myself and I really hope everything turns out really well. I dont want to be dissapointed anymore. I'm sick of it already. I've been closely connected with someone who I think will shock the whole world. I think Mr. George 'Double Liew' Bush would be shocked too. (=

I'll update again as soon as I can alright. Once I get back, I'll have plenty of time to. So, for the mean time, I'll just enjoy myself! (= arrgghhh.. I just wish time could stop right now. When it seems so far away, I wanted to leave. Now its getting closer and closer, I feel like staying here. Why do I want to stay? I found a reason for me to stay already. I did. Yes, I did. (= but oh wells, I guess its meant to be but I think its never too late to. I rather be late than "never". 2 years seems to be a pretty long time to wait but I think as long as we have the patience and the will power to, Nothing's gonna stop us. Right?

Happy new year everyone once again! I wish all my friends the very very best and most importantly, good health! =)

2008-01-07T00:18:00.000+10:00

I just got home. went out to help my mom out as usual and taking the whole afternoon playing snooker, I'm tired out now. knowing that i've nothing else to do, its better than doing notthing right? I'm going to singapore in a week or so time. m going on a shopping spree this time for sure. I need more ....................... I dont know. I'm gonna buy anything I like rather than regretting in the end. BRUNEI, what can you offer me? NOTHING.

2oo8'

2008-01-01T15:40:00.000+10:00

Finally 2oo7 has just passed by. During that year, I had a lot of ups and downs. I've learned a lot. Its been a hectic year and all I wish in the end was a good ending and I guess it did turn out that way. I couldn't expect more that what I've now. I'm satisfied with it.

I've feel disappointed in the things I got in return. I deserved more than that. That's what I felt. I don't feel like bitching around here. I haven't been doing a lot recently. Been playing massive amount of snooker and helping my mom. I cant say I'm tired helping out from morning till night because its really harder for my parents. At least I know how it really feels like earning every penny I spent without thinking.

Friendship for me now seems to be in a world with no colours. I don't know who to trust, who to believe and who to hang out with. It owes felt out of pace. I rather go back to Aussie and enjoy my sweet summer over there. There's nothing better to just hang out with the people I know for a shorterr amount of time but I really felt comfortable with. We know how it feels like and I felt way better over there.

I'm just disgusted about 2oo7 and the time I'm having back in Brunei. I just want to go back and have a beer. how does that sound? Its great for me.

2oo8' for me would be a massive onee.. new year ; new resolutions.

p/s: to the people who cares, happy new year (:

back home (:

2007-11-15T19:38:00.000+10:00

I'm back home. Havent been bloggin for quite some time. Just realised about this a few minutes ago. feels nice to be back home again. (= Altho I've nothing to do over here but at least I dont need to do the house chores and stuff again. Dont need to worry about this and that. Just stay home and relax. Went out a lot this few days, Go out to enjoy food with family and send my bros here and there. I'm gonna go help my parents out in d shop soon I think. Its better than doing nothing right now. I'm having an awful flu right now. Its so irritating and disturbing. Maybe its because I'm not used to the air conditiner anymore. I cant stand the hot weather here. So its usually 24/7 d aircon is being switched on. Result will be out in 2 weeks time. I just dont know what i'll get.

But at least, I did all I could. (":

done with second semester.

2007-11-08T03:06:00.000+10:00

I feeel so relax till I dont know what to do. Not used to this type of life already. Just slackingg.. Been worrying about all the exams. Now the exams are over, I feel so much relieved!Last night was nicee,, get to enjoy myself! weee~ feel so nice now! Blly came over to our place and cooked. It was pretty awful but its still nice to hang around togede again.

My exam was alright. only the computing is making me worry. I might even fail that subj. I just couldnt get computing at all. Dont understand all those loops and shit. Oh well, now its over, I just need a PASS. PLEASEE! Just pass it. If i fail it, I really dont wanna study anymore. That subj isnt intresting at all. All the rest was alright.

GOing back to brunei in a few days time. I really cant wait to see everyone and hang around with them! (=

something Intresting.

2007-10-31T21:17:00.000+10:00

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

HAHAA.. Its kinda true, I could just read straight thru all the words. Its something I never thought of. Dynamics exam went pretty well. All the past papers, All the time I spent revising it is worth it. now its only materials on 6/11 and physics on 5/11 left. I dont have the mood to do anything about physics yet. I dont know why, just couldnt be fucked. =( Just have to keep on going.

Cant wait to be back.. Ohhhh I cant wait!

dynamics tomolo.

2007-10-30T01:25:00.001+10:00

good luck to me. I really need luck! (:

computing was crap!

2007-10-25T22:37:00.000+10:00

It was really ..
"CRAP!"

2 days till my exam.

2007-10-23T11:05:00.000+10:00

I dont really know what my feeling is right now. I seem unconcerned abt the exam. I think its because I think i'm ready but in-fact I'm not. am i? I dont know. I start to love this feeling I'm having right now. all the pressure and cramps. (= I'm looovin' it. daa daa dumm..

Good luck to me and all of you doing your exams soon! God bless us! HEHE.

going siao!

2007-10-18T23:58:00.000+10:00

ta ma de. hav been in uni till 12am for the past 2 days. I'm really going to go nuts soon. It feels good when you get back home and shower and then sleep.. woo~ Exam is in less than 5 days time and the first subj, computing for engineers. I dont know a shit abt it. I just cant get it. dont know why. the looopss and looopss. OMG, those loops are driving me nuts. it is! I'm so freaking tired! =((

btw, I finally deleted the turkey guy in my guestbook. Wanted to do it ages ago but I tend to forget all the time.

yesterday pool night.

2007-10-14T00:36:00.000+10:00

HAha.. here's the clip pao took while we're having a great time playing pool in our garage. (= it was pretty fun night. been a while since we get to drink a lil. feels good. (+ hehehe..

Enjoy.

exam exam exam. hectic!

2007-10-13T14:25:00.000+10:00

HELLO pao, she has a huge 46 F boobies. OMG, so random!

She;s beside me now and annoying the hell out of me! ask her study, she sing those nonsense. puu her! havent blogged in quite a while..

auntiee, I dreamt of u last night again, sanny too. I dreamt of them in monash wa. as in there;s here to disturb and stuff. hahahhaa.. so weird! jeezz..

Anyways, i'm in d library now with the 46F super cute nonsense girl. gonna try learn dynamics. sighsss.. =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

exhausted.

2007-10-03T16:40:00.000+10:00

I dont really know how much longer i can stand already. i'm really so tired out. Been hanging out in d library for the past few nights already. It feels good when you know at least your putting effort to study but its really so freaking tiring. I went for paintball d other day and i got hit in d hand and ass. it was hardcore. Overall it was pretty fun but at the same time i was worried abt the exams and assignment due this week also. jeez.. i'm so freaking tired now already. I have to walk back at the night, it's really tiring but it feels good in the end la. I know the end product would be good, so that's why i'm doing this. regretting is not the things i want already. i've changed. at least i got pao who starts to study alreayy.. cooliess.. i'll be back in no time. cant waitt.. =D

for the mean time, lend me some energy if you have some. I need em'. Since your so hope-lessly reading my blog and doing nothing, why not donate some energy. (=

brannnceee selexii

2007-09-26T23:57:00.000+10:00

damn. today. It made my choice more obvious.

CIVIL is what I reallly wantt! It was made so obvious today. civil is pretty big.

Electrical seems exciting also, so as mechanical.

But definitely, first preference would be civil.

I'm still wondering if i made the right decision... . .. ...advicesss anyyyy bodddyyyy?? ... .. . .. . . . . .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .*i'm still waitingggg*. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .. .. . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . ...... . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . ...... . . ..... . ..... ...... ...... .... . . . . . . . ..... .. .. . .. . . . . . .*fell asleeep* zzz zzz zz

branch selection day

2007-09-26T09:19:00.000+10:00

Just woke up a while ago. I'm sooo tired you know. Dont even feel like waking up. Been sleeping too much during this break. slack like mad! I want to at least read but it always never works. its a pain in d arse. going to uni in like 1 hour time. Its actually the branch selection day. So yeah, at least go and see what installed for us for the next 3 years. (=

Havent been blogging quite a lot because there's nothing to bo talking about. I went go karting with my cuz and our uni friends yesterday. damn it was fun but i got banged like really hard from the back yesterday. it hurts bitch! damnn.. it really did! and after that we went to middle brighton for dinner. our friend's restaurant. it took us like 2 hours because we were cross town plus we had to cut thru the city heart and the traffic was terrible.

The food was great and I saw something that you don't see regularly. Like seriously. There's like an old couple who was eating beside us. as my close buddies would know, when i stare at someone that i am looking + observing, i keep looking. and because the restaurant is near to homes. most of them are like aged people so Ben told us that it was pretty nice to help out. 4 of their family member and another waitress basically runs the restaurant. okok, back to the main point. got one old random couple left without paying when ben was talking with us. I mean like the mom only found out after they left and she was extremely unpleased because it was like $52. how could there be people who are like almost 60 years old be so UNCIVILISED. FFS, its so stupid! you would go to a restaurant and eat and then go without paying.

but but,, the mom was pissed she went out and looked for the couple. who knows 15 mins later, she reli drag that bastard back and called the police. we were all like OMG u know. HAHAHAHAHA.. it was overall a good day. went to play some snooker afterwards. (= The food and dessert was good.

a uni holiday, not ours.

2007-09-23T15:06:00.000+10:00

arrgghh.. just woke up not long ago. went to the city with pao to meet billy up. it was kinda fun as expected. We went to KoKo black with them. It was yummy until billy told me something and I feel so bad about. damn that bastard. +(((

I have to really start catching up or else this semester would be as shit as last semester. mother toot-er. my holiday seems fully packed with another huge report + assignment that needs to be handed up after this holiday.

sorry for this late late greeting. =((

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUIII!!!

*loads and loads of love*

material report due in less than 24 hrs.

2007-09-19T18:39:00.000+10:00

I'm struggling with this material report. dang, Its contributes 10 marks to the final. I'm feeling like shit. It seems so hard to get the answers and shit. Have to read all over the place to get the answer. Having a headache. after this assignment, I'll have like 1 week break and I have to finish up my huge computing assignment, material lab report, and dynamic project thing. Its not even a break. damn assholes.

ARGGGHHH... hope everything's fine. I'll blog agn tomolo. hopefully. Oh yea, the material lecturer showed us a artificial hip implant today. damn! Its really disgusting. I mean the doctors are really "ANIMAL" they seems to use like hammers and shit to bang those things in and stuff. It was shit! i'll never be a doctor. NEVER EVER.

OMG OMG OMG!!

2007-09-15T22:53:00.000+10:00

I watch this every week. And this girl here, liang wen ing, she;s like the hottest chick ever. her voice is so sweet, plus her smile that makes my heart stop. she's really hot. drooolsss~ really really hot!! OMG OMG OMG!! I sound like a fanatic now!
~

go-kart--ing too?

2007-09-13T23:14:00.000+10:00

My cuz invited me to go go-karting with them this holiday but I've planned to go paintballing too. I'm still thinking whether I should. I know my mom wouldnt want me to. I guess i'll not. I have one poster presentation due monday, material report due thursday and computing assignment due after the holiday. Its really freaking me out. The exam is like just 1 month away only. Its either now or never already. I cant make myself to focus. Library session this saturday. I hope u keep what you say 46F! or free food for 1 week. I cant make myself to sttudy!! No inspirasi.

Pao told me abt cancelling the year end trip just now, I felt not nice but I didnt blame her. I know she has her own reasons. Now talking with Bill, I think he's not going also. He's going with his friends but I dont wanna join. They're heading to way too many places. I only wanna go KL and penang. That was wad billy and me planned way before. He's changing his bloody mind now. oh well. I'm not pissed la! If it was me, I would also rather go with 15 mates in uni which is way for fun. I'm just a lil down coz I was really anticipating that trip to come.REALLY. Never had a bus trip with my buddies before.(exploring) . I think i'll just go back to brunei earlier then. we'll see.. we'll seee..

time to move on

2007-09-12T23:17:00.000+10:00

A lot had actually happened this few days but only a few knows that happened. Dont want to talk abt it anymore.Let the past be a history in the chapter. Its just time for me to start a new chapter and move on and striving nearer and nearer towards my goal. Once I set my mind, nothing can or will change me.Time waits for noone, unless, unless.. you can make the time stop anyhow.

Going paintball with them during the mid terms break. We have now 16 ppol and its sure gonna be hell loads of fun. weee! for the mean time, its really time to concentrate already. Did pretty bad for my materials. I mean my grades were bad but its way better than a lot of people. there's a lot that actually failed miserably. luckily, my streak still goes on. wooosh. for dynamic, its a different story la!

van!! I'm about to spill everything. dont worry, you know I wont. You should mean what you say ok. U'll love me till forever no matter what. HAHAA!!

oh o.

2007-09-08T21:03:00.000+10:00

Saya tak tahu apa saya mau cakap. Aku dah spechless sudah. Semua barang datang cantik cantik tetapi when itu pergi sudah, disaster pula datang. I mau cakap ini bukan masalah kita tetapi saya. saya tidak tahu mau buat apa tetapi decision ani. Aku pula wish kau selalu cantik dan jaga sendiri.

inilah saya, datang kalau kau mau, pergi far far if kau tak mahu. saya tak boleh buat apa apa.

Ini-lah saya, ALON hong BOO heng.

another public holiday for me.

2007-09-06T21:19:00.000+10:00

Heard from my friends back in brunei that they are having their break now. so unfair. oh well~ I'm gonna have mine at the end of sept. planning to go for paintball with all of them. gonne be very very very fun! weehoo~ (= anyone wants to join?

Havent been blogging much lately. Just had my last mid sem test yesterday. feels really good now. I just got myself a webcam yesterday too. a new logitech one. pretty good. well worth the money. dont ask me how much, i wouldnt say. HAHAHA.. gonna start catching up for computing now. I'm really really lost. damn! DOnt know what to actually blog now. feels so weird blogging alreadyy. I just wish that this semester will end really soon. I wanna go backk. home.

I havent greet the birthday people yet. so here goes.

04-sept - JOOOOOOSSSHHHHH YEN! ELEEEEEEENNAAA LIM!! SLEEEEEEEESSSHHAA!!

05-sept - EASOOOOOOOOOOON CHIM!

06-sept - SEREEEEEEEEEEEEENE LIU!

Happy birthday to all of you. from the bawah of my heart. ~~betul benar~~.

a very good thing to think about.

2007-09-03T00:01:00.000+10:00

Dexter told deedee," if your close friend doesn't look for you,does that mean that your not closely connected anymore or just because they don't look for you at this particular time makes your feelings fade?"

deedee then told something meaningful to dexter, " does your sky leave you when you don't shine?".

this is something we should think about. (=

There are quite a few people living in this world which I consider my close buddies. I treasure all of you a lot and not contacting with you doesn't mean that we're not close. Its just time. This is what I want all of you to get from this post. Friendship starts and end in the heart. I truly believe that it is so.

Enough is enough.

2007-09-01T03:42:00.000+10:00

Billy, I finally get what you feel when we first came. Me & pao registered for westpac acct. after I registered, SOmeone told you something and made u went absolutely nuts. I really do get what you feel.

I think its enough. I'm about to burst out really really soon. there's a limit to everything. Its just ABSOLUTELY PATHETIC!!! Damn. sometimes getting 5A's in GCE A lvl and being someone with a very low EQ. I rather be someone with a high EQ.

Getting 5A doesnt guarantee you a good career, getting a good family( IF you can even find someone to love you! oh PLEASE!). There's just too many things on my mind. really.. I know the other 2 ppl in the house dont have the guts to spill, I'm about to do so.

Boiling point check..... . . .. . 98%

I'm dead serious, Once I explode, you'll know what your getting. (= sweet dream dick head. I cant wish that you rot in hell. I wont, Noone would pay the bills for us.

Faggot is a term used as an insult. The word suites you 101%. I know Billy agrees with me.

CLEVER DOESN'T MEAN U GET 5A in exam. It means way more than that. you'll know real soon what in means. people who has a wicked mind should rot in mother fucking hell. you should too.

m&m's

2007-08-27T06:35:00.001+10:00

Mmmmm... Tastes good! :)

Lalala~

2007-08-26T01:07:00.000+10:00

Nothing much happened today. Just wanna post the pics we took while having B's birthday dinner only. I didnt go out the whole day. Only woke up at around 2ish -3. oh well here's the pictures.

Highly recommended. seriously. Its really good food.

the $80 dollar "kiam" of the crab! HAHAHAHA

L -> R : Sip2(long) , the hot dude, Birthday boy B , 46F pao & some stranger.

physics for engay!

2007-08-23T21:28:00.000+10:00

Before blogging abt anything. Just post some pics up I took in the toilet yesterday! AAHAHHA!! (+ and the group photo of the 4 of us. my close-est friends in uni.

Oh well. Its been quite some time since I last blog. Nothing much to really blog abt also. Had my physics for engay test yesterday and It was really shit. HAHAHA!! When I went in to the room, A girl smiled to me and of course, I smiled back. You know why she smiled? I think it was because I was late or maybe I look irresistable for her! HAHAHAHAH!! She was actually our sort of invigilator for the exam. She told us before the exam that if we have any questions, she would be able to help us and then there's some clowns who were like sneaky laughing at her. I think she heard them and told everyone, " I'm a physicist. I'm currently doing my Phd." ber-kambang-kan her qualification wa. the rest of the people then shut up and started the exam. I saw someone went up to her and asked her for help and she really did teach him. o.O like wtf! its an exam wa! oh well. I didnt went up because it would be really embarassing.

At the end of the day, I think the paper was "so-alright!"

After that we went to south yarra to meet up with Billy. Its his birthday dinner. It was really funny la. we had to wait till 8.30 to fnally have our dinner there. It was really full. I saw a lot of people eating crab and I really wanted to eat so I asked them to order the crab. Keep nagging and nagging abt it. The waiter then brought us the crab and showed to us. " 1.5kg ok right? then the crab was like really huge! really huge!! 1 crab around 1.5kg. and do you know how much it cost? $80!!!!!! OH MY GOD! wtf! 80 bucks! oh well. HAHAHA!! I was the one to be blamed but overall it was really nice and enjoyable.

This is for you veevii

2007-08-12T03:19:00.000+10:00

Its 3am now. I just called back to them just now. I'm glad that I get to talk with eddie, jxin, len, liang, jin fung, lung & viv. It feels good to hear their voice and at the same time feels bad for not being there and missing out the fun. If I'm back there right now, I would be there no doubt since I'm invited and I'm always her CO-HOST. (=

Hope you guys really have a blast tonight. I'll be back in no time!

I promised my auntie that I'll make a post just for her. I cant remember when was the time I met her. It should be Hannah's performance in panaga I assume. It was 5 years back already. Time do fly. As we all know that you'll be leaving. I feel really good for you coz you got the same time and also at the same time, I feel sad that we'll be hardly seeing each other anymore. I cherish you and those times that we had. Forcing you to shot with me and lending me your shoulders when I need them after drinking sessions. HAHAHHAHA!! okok, lets not go into that.

Here are all the pictures that I could get hold on..

The Fratini last christmas, remember? Vodka on that day. (=

After that, The first empire trip.

My farewell party.

after drinking and getting ready for seria meestall.

while having fun dancing.

sober-ing. look at your expression! HAHA!

The day before I left, remember? We all went crazy and sing together.

Dont want to lend me your shoulders

Giving you some shot lessons. I mean FORCING.

after shot, finally decide to take pic with me! HAHAHAH!!

Edi's birthday steamboat/bbq dinner.

after the dinner.

The last empire trip for a long time to come. =( I still remember that was the very first night I lend ed you my shoulders.remember? MUST REMEMBER! HAHAHAH! Mrs strong. hohoho~ I know you know what happened. =D

while watching Wimbledon.

see eddie at the back? trying to be hot.

The last picture we took. The ones we took at my place before I left.

After making you drink 1 fruit juice.

see your hair band on my hair? you tied it for me. haha.

Veevii, I really don't know what to say now already. After uploading those pics and looking at them. Its been quite some time already. Oh well, You must make me proud okayy? All the best to you and may fate let us meet up soon. Do take care and I'm sure you'll do great with flying colours. Like you always say," Make your parents proud, Make us proud!"

Lastly, I think I've never said this to you but here it goes..

I love you banyak auntiiee Veevii!

tired

2007-08-08T16:44:00.000+10:00

Ok, like what pao just told me, " your always tired!" hahahhaa.. and I thought for a sec, oh yea, I'm always tired and my mom used to say that," Ni gen shi ren mei you fen bie!" HAHAHAHAHA!! I'm really hyped now because Joy told me something that I've owes wanted to happen. (= weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ HAHAHAHA!!!

Okok, B came to our place last friday. ( I know I'm not so updated but at least i'm trying (= ). So we cook a few nice dishes and here are the dishes.

Chili crab

Some thai curry beef.

Some of ah pao's "seaham"

And lastly, How can we not have this!

Damn yummy right? HAHAHA!!

worn out

2007-08-05T21:41:00.000+10:00

Totally worn out. went to chadstone with 3 of my buddies to watch licence to wed. All I can say that its really a very funny and touching movie. For people who wants to get married should definitely watch. Its really nice. feat. Robin William and Mandy Moore. Then after that we went to the city to eat. we went to some sushi place in melb central just because one of my friend's so called "FRIEND" is working there. He seems so desperately wanting to go. Oh well. HAHAHA!! after that we went to ktv at top 1. Its seems to be a bloody blooody cheap place. I wouldnt want to go there again. Anymore. BULLSHIT. last but not least, I had fun. Most of them got drunk and vomited. goshh~ after that we went to our friend's place over at Claufield and wait for the train plus for a few of them, get out of the sober-ism they're having including me.

Instead of just sitting down and sleeping, we played mahjong. Been a while since we last did that but it was really fun. HAHAHAHA.. so freaking funny. I reached home at around 9.30am and went to sleep straight away. Here I am, awake. (=

1oo'th post! (=

2007-08-01T16:52:00.000+10:00

HAHAHA.. I jsut got back from uni. I'm really really broke now but at d same time feeling how poor people feels. It feels good in a way. Make me try my best to save money but oh well. That's not the point, I'm here to post some pics I saw in chui's blog. HAHAHAHA.. it certainly did made my day. and oh yea, chui sorry for not texting youu.. I felt reli bad... =((

Nothing much happened this few days so I didnt blog much. One of my friend here joined overseas chinese singing competition. I'm gonna support him all the way. My close buddy over here. HAHAHAHHAA.. who know he's the next yang zhung wei? HAHAHAHA.. okok, stop the bullshit before it gets flooded here. Everything's been smooth sailing for now other than financially. HAHAHAHA!! love love, i love you and lung, I really chien ta hen duo wa. Boh pian. can do wad? HAHAHAHAHAH!! safe trip in singapore ok? (=

My playlist's lyric.

2007-07-25T20:00:00.000+10:00

There are time when I look in your eyes
I see the love that we share
I see the Joy inside

But i didnt see the feelings you hide
And Now your saying good bye
Because your love is done

And All i can think about is you
The way you say You love me to
And everytime i close my eyes I see your face

My love can never be erased
If you can never be replaced

Baby...

(Chorus)
Baby girl
why dont you come back to me
Why dont you love me anymore
Baby girl, you know i still care for you
You know i will love you forever more

There are times when i kiss you goodinght
I feel the love that we share
I feel the joy inside

But i didnt feel what you tried to hide
and now your saying good bye
because you feeling is done

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face

My love can never be erased
If you can never be replaced

( chorus 4x )

All i can think about is you
Till you say you love me too
And everytime I close my eyes
all i see is your face
My love can never be earased
if you can never be replaced

(chorus 4x)

Been a long while.

2007-07-23T23:06:00.000+10:00

Its been a long while since I last blog.. Its not because there's nothing to blog but its because I dont feel like doing so. There are lecctures going on already and at this stage of the semester, I'm already slacking is which a big damn NO way. I've to start sorting everything out.

Everything has been plain smooth sailing with some hail stones in between every part of my life now. Its time really for me to wake up and unload my luggage which I've been carrying with me all month long. Leaving behind things that are not needed to strive further and further towards my needs in life.

Everyone moving to every single edge of the earth now. I'm glad I realised how impt my friends are to me. I really love every single one of you. Eventho we could hardly talk anymore but the friendship will last forever. It will be better and better.

Here are the rest of the pics we took that I could get hold of.

Me and billy at st kilda. Enjoying the mussels.

Veevii and me over at my place.

The wasted max and me.

Veevii and me.I'll miss u big time girl. (=

St kilda clown.

ST KILDA BEACHHH!!!

The rak rak ppl.

Me and some clown.

St kilda enjoying oysters.

Yun and me over at my place. (=

CHui and me at the airport. (+

Yun and me at the airport b4 I left.

Shine of rememberance?

Pao's fav place!

definition

2007-07-18T01:49:00.001+10:00

MY definition of Happiness.

Happiness is like peeing in ur pants. Everyone can see it but only you can feel the warmth.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

goodnight everyone. (=

Quiz

2007-07-16T22:33:00.000+10:00

Try this. got this off an e-mail from babe. freaking funny! i asked quek and pao and they got the same answer as i did. must try and dont cheat and see how clever you are.

*Test for Dementia** ** **B** elow are four (4) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. OK?** Let's find out just how clever you really are.... ** ** Ready? GO!!!** (scroll down)** ** **First Question:** ** Y** ou are participating in a race! . You overtake the second person. What position are you in? ** ** ** ** ** * * ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ * *

** Answer:** If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK?**

Second Question:** If you overtake the last person, then you are...? (scroll down)* * ** ** * * ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ * *

** Answer:** If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person? ** You're not very good at this, are you?* * ** **

Third Question:** V** ery tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done in your head only.! Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it. Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000** **. Now add **30 **. Add another **1000** . Now add **20 **. Now add another **1000** Now add **10** . What is the total?** Scroll down for answer.....** ** ** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ **

Did you get 5000?** The correct answer is actually 4100. ** If you don't believe it, check it with a calculator! Today is definitely not your day, is! it? Maybe you'll get the last question right.... ........Maybe. **

Fourth Question: **** **Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono. What is the name of the fifth daughter? ** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ **

Did you Answe r** Nunu?** NO!** Of course it isn't. Her name is** Mary.** Read the question again! ** **

Okay, now the bonus round:** ** A** mute person goes into a shop and wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing his teeth he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done.** ** Next, a blind man comes into the shop who wants to buy a pair of sunglasses; how does HE indicate what he wants? *** * * * ** * * ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ * *

He just has to open his mouth and ask... It's really very simple.... Like you! *

back in melbourne

2007-07-15T15:37:00.000+10:00

'm back in melbourne and I'm missing everyone back there. I had sooo soo soo much fun! I really did. Eventho I was dead tired, but the times I had with my friends are just .. .. . . . ( Cant anoo describe it waa!) Thanks to all of you who spent "that much" time with me. All of us are gonna be all around the world in no time. To all of you, all the best in everything you do. I certainly cherish all the time we spent and will always be in my heart and placed deep down inside. no doubt. I'm certain that I've found a bunch of TRUE friends and I could only hope that one day, we'll all meet up again and drink over at my place for yet another crazy drinking session. the longkang they use, the toilet bowl they slept with. sighs, I really really hope we'll meet again really soon. for now, its back to uni life and start things all over again.

babe, i'm missing youu like crazzyyy.. sighs.

you prens for me, I PRENS with you.
I bery anoo lub you all back there.

WE PRENS FOR LIBE!! PUREVER ANN EBURRR!!!

Crazy nighttt..

2007-07-12T22:49:00.000+10:00

Last night was really crazy! Most and I mean almost everyone got so drunk and wasted! HAHAHA!! It was really funny and I'm sure memorable to all of us who was here last night. A lot of crazy funny things happened and the toilet was fully utilised by a lot of people! HAHAHHAHAA!! soo freaking funny. I'll list the people who slept with my toilet bowl! (=

the photos will be uploaded soon. for now, its back to studying again. The result is still alright so i'm still ok with it. hehe..

emo emo.

2007-07-10T02:04:00.000+10:00

I just got back after having an usual limteh with them. I just dont really feel nice now. thinking that I have to leave all of them and my family in a few days time. I just dont want this to happen again. THis is one of the reason why I didnt want to come back at first. When its time to leave, its just really tough to do so.

There's also one thing I came back and will take back with me when I get back to australia. I finally got and found her. (= i love you babe.

I dont know why, I really dont feel good right now. Goin to have another smasher at my place next wed. Cant wait for it! I hope it will be a memorable one. I want it to be. Lets hope it will be. For the mean time, just leave me to myself.

Joy

2007-07-09T16:18:00.001+10:00

I love you

(=

untuk ROBERT KO!

2007-07-06T14:43:00.000+10:00

HAHAHHAA.. chibai wa you lung. actually din wan to blog one. u put robertko there I mana dare dun blog. HAHAHA.. Couldnt sleep the whole night. was rolling left&right the whole night. Maybe I'm still nervous.. dont know why but I'm. Woke up at around 7 and rushed quite a bit this morning. then I lived happily ever after (= mwahhhh..

Nothing much to do now also. kinda tired. Going to empire tomolo. cant wait you know. sure's gonna be fun onee. hehehehe.. All I can do now is rest more and play hard tomolo.

Joy, stay a? how to stay if you dont want me to? =D

past few days

2007-07-02T15:07:00.000+10:00

Havent been blogging much. been really busy having loads of fun. (= I dont know what to say also. The others and I had been having soo much fun that I really dont know where to start also. Been hanging out with all the people i wanted to other than chui, jiaxin and yun.

I'm really tired out already. Now I can only await for the empire trip on the 7th and another blast at my place. =D hehehe.. oh well. I'll blog again soon. For now, Lets spend the time partying rather than bloggin.

After a tired day

2007-06-26T22:03:00.000+10:00

we took the pictures at seaview. It was pooor old eddie's 19th bday. HAHAH.. It was load of fun. cant wait to have more. I just got back home from bsrc. Kinda tired right now but i'm waiting to swim. hopefuly tomolo. (= Been having a lot of fun recently. =D cant wait for sanny to get back. we'll have more fun times togede. I went to cut my hair yesterday. Kinda regret doing so. I prefer my hair that way. Long. oh well. Oledi potong. cant do anything abt it.

One thing I found funny is that everyone now drives their own car. WE used to call each other up and picking up here and there. Now everyone drives. HAHAHA.. its funny that this actually happens when we get older. hehehe.. I'm exhausted oledi. that's all for now. i'll keep updating. (+

fuggin' awesome.

2007-06-24T18:32:00.001+10:00

Went out since d day I got back. I'm really having a lot of fun. We had another smashing drinking session at my place again. It was all pure shots. HAHAHAHA!! Max, Marc, edi and len. that fuggin aaron lo, he planned everything and he's the one who didnt came. I'll take a broom and stuff it up his tiny ass when he get back, Enjoy your trip in australia, safe trip.

I guess everyone's wasted last night. Oh well, doesnt matter as long as we had a great time. hahahhaa..!!

Cant wait for lung to come back, Been a while since we spent smashing time together.

Last but not least, Happy birthday bro.

back home

2007-06-21T01:12:00.000+10:00

ALL DONE..

I'll be home in no time! HAHAHAHAH!!

electrical is the only thing left.

2007-06-19T00:53:00.000+10:00

I've got my electrical tomorrow. umfff~ Its the last thing on my mind right now. Hope the paper's gonna be easy. Profession was alright. The things I read and expect to come out came out in d exam. Its not that its suprising, its becoz I read all of the notes. so yeah! HAHAHAHA!! Electrical is a piece of bloody shit. Its gonna take a lot of my time to do. Its alright. its the only thing left other than going back! woooo~ really cant wait to go back already. Promised my brothers that i'm going out to escapade the day I reach brunei. so yeah. good food (= havent had much of it recently. Been suffering due to the lack of money. sad right? HAHAHAHHA! oh well. gonna start working on my electrical now after a whole night of cs-ing.

few more days

2007-06-17T20:52:00.000+10:00

the last few days to endure before enjoying myself back home. I really cant wait to be back. (=

learning hokkien through this.

2007-06-15T23:30:00.000+10:00

HAHAHHAA.. that stupid billy sent me this while i was reading my profession. Here I am to share with you some of the NEEDS to learn before fully learning the art of speaking "true" hokkien.

CHUI KANA KAH, KAH KANA LUM PAR (Contributed by Bernard Lee)
Literally, HoKkien for "mouth like legs, legs like testicles". Used to describe someone who is extremely clumsy.

A simple example,
"Ah Beng chui kana kah, kah kana lum par, still can join the bomb disposal unit!"

AK KAH CHIEW JI (Contributed by Half-Cocked)
Literally, to be as close to someone as two testicles.

A simple example,
"Don'ch worry, I ak kah chiew ji with this feller. If I ask, he sure help you one."

BOH LUM PAR CHEE (Contributed by Sian Tao Ong)
Hokkien for "no testicles/balls/guts", it is used to admonish someone for being a coward.

A simple example,
"You don't dare print this Lexicon entry, you boh lum par chee."

GIAH LUM PAH CHUT LAI TOM TO'TENG
A graphic expression which translates as "to take one's testicles out and Bang them on the table". the phrase is usedwhen one has discovered he has done something especially idiotic or horrific.

A simple example,
"Wah lau, when I found out that the char bor I was trying to chee hong in the disco was actually my auntie, I giah lum pah chu lai TO'TENG

HA NI AH PA, LUM PAH HOR LI KAR (Contributed by AA)
Vulgar Hokkien phrase used when responding to a stupid person saying "Ha?" It literally means,

A simple example,
"Ha your father, suck my balls". Sometimes abbreviated to "ha ki lum pah".

2 down.

2007-06-14T17:04:00.000+10:00

I had my engineering structural today. I had to say its much better than the fucking maths. way better. I cant assure that i'll get really high marks. but I think getting a D isnt a prob. D as in distinc not D grade. wtf! hahaha.. I feeel much better after the paper, I'm really exhausted already but its at least better than sitting there and knowing nothing. Lets hope that I do well in the next two. which are coming up next monday and tuesday.

Gonna nap soon and continue again later. =(( .

nurzai - thanks for the motivasi. really helps me a lot. I feel way better after that.

chui- thanks for the message. really very sweet of you . (=

pao - no need to sa anything la. without her here, I wouldnt be able to wake up and do this structural. thanks to your attractive 46F la. HAHAHAHA

save me. that's the only thing i can say

2007-06-11T20:48:00.000+10:00

I fucked my paper up. Its my mom's bday tomorrow. I told her right away after my exam. I told her sorry. Its not that I didnt put in effort, everyone find the paper really easy but I jus dont know why I cant seem to do it. I'm reli disappointed in myself. Its not that I'm blaming everyone. Sighs. I'm really fucked up. I feel like suiciding. I dont wanna fail it. But I think I just might unless a miracle happens. Nothings gonna change the end result. I can only just pray.

Its my mom's bday tomolo and I guess this is the last present I wanna give her. I'm really disappointed. I really feel real bad. god, pleaseee.. take away everything, not my grade. I'm on m knees beging. the next 3 paper, I'm not gonna risk, I'm still gonna work for it.

Pleaaaaseee give my mom the best bday gift ever. I've never gave her anything but heart aches all the time. Its just fucking stupid.

I tried my best,. I DiD! I guess i;m jsut stupid. live with it.

last but not least, mommy, I wish you the best in health and anything you do. Millions of thanks will not repay anything you did for me. I'm just sorry. i love you mommy. bottom of my heart. its from there.

sighs.

ENG1091 maths for eng in < 30 hrs.

2007-06-10T02:30:00.000+10:00

I'M NOT READY. NOT AT ALL.

I'm really disappointed with wat I've done. I wasted my chance. FUCK!!

There's no point saying " I should've studied earlier."

That's a NO NO to say.

I'm going try my ~~best~~. whose behind me? =((( anyone??

promises.

2007-06-06T19:10:00.000+10:00

I guess life is too short to wake up every single day with regrets. I'll love the people who treat me right, and forget about the people who don't. I believe that every little thing happens for a reason. If I ever have a tiny chance, I'll take it. I don't think taking a chance is something stupid to do. If the chance I took changes me, I'll let it be. If it doesn't, I'll be too. No one said that its gonna be easy, But promised that its worth taking it.

I had the last laugh

2007-06-05T00:17:00.000+10:00

I took this picture today and I edited it. for the first time okay?

Old gallery.

This one I think we took it 2 years back in sinyi's place. And that converse baju I was wearing, Sinyi bought it for me, (=. there's too much good about her that I cant finish saying la. I'll say some la. I owes joke abt her and she never get pissy. My form 4-5 Bio note book, she completed everything for me ok? Like go photocopy, COPY, stick for me. AND completed the whole book? You got this type of friend o not? GOt or not? "you mei you?? you ma?? !! HAHAHAHAH!! okok. that's cocky. she's really a nice friend. and for the rest in that picture, got or dun have oso nothing one. HAHAHAHHAHA!!

HAHAHAHA.. Someone sent me group pictures we took ages ago. like really ages ago. It was really good to revive our memories. Due to an unintentional no smiley friend on one of my friend, friend? right word. *ahemm* lets continue.. eh eh! chibai. mana sudah? ohh okok.. un-intentional incident, I helped him/her edited his/her face on the picture so it looks mesra-er than ever! HAHAHAHA.. Now everyone have their smiley face. you happy, I happy. We happy family. goodnight! (=

p/s: I'm really sorry for editing the picture. Sincerely. I'm sorry for screwing your life over and over again. sooo sorry because I just love doing so.

blogging my bloggy

2007-06-04T00:26:00.000+10:00

Its been a while since I last blogged. Been kinda busy recently. So for the people who do read, sorry yea.

I've been going to the uni in d afternoon quite a lot this few days and I'll continue to do so. I have to. That's the only way I can get my head on my books. one and only way. HAHA!! (= Eventho I do go to d library but when I get back, I just slack. I have 1 week left to study before my exams. Its getting on my nerves. It reallly is. Really scary. I just cant let myself go below the D mark. No way. I'm aiming high and I hope I really get a decent mark. I'll not only disappoint myself, also the people who cares too.

Pao showed me this just now. damn funny. Must watch okay?

I'm going to bed real soooon. Gonna wake up earlier tomolo to cook my super duper nice fried rice. HAHAHA.. It just feels nicer to eat the food you cook yourself. I like the cooking and eating part but not the washing-the-dishes part. I'm still awaiting for guess show. Its already midnight and its still not out yet. someone upload it pleasee!! grrr..

I havent been chatting much this few days and some people tot I was ignoring them. goshh.. you know who you are la horr?? HAHA!! I'll talk to you'all when I'm done with the exams. Its not that the exams are more important than you guys, its just that its impt to me too. If i'm having my exam and another friend called me up and says " Eh eh, come quick, She's jumping off a cliff! " I'll say, " Oh good, ask her jump higher and make sure she lands head first okay? btw, pls help me take a video of it so I've something to blog about! " =D

Love to all my loves one that loves me and I loves them and we love each other and we're a lovely happy family and friends and the love will be loved till the end of time and loves the love.

1 more week

2007-06-02T21:44:00.000+10:00

Another more week to endure.. just one more week. everything's plan and I hope things goes as planned.

one more to go.

2007-05-28T22:36:00.000+10:00

Argghhh.. Really reached the limit of stress already. Had my final profession report today. I guess it was considered good compared to the last one we did. Damn exhausted with all of the project reports and presentation. I'll have another presentation again tomorrow. Roughly about 2 week from now, gonna have our semester exam already. Really freaking me out. Gotta start composing myself and start studying already.

I cant wait to get back. counting down the days. 1 two three 4 5 .. lalala..

I'm already sick & tired.

2007-05-24T21:31:00.000+10:00

Doing this final profession report made me realise/understand a lot of things. I swear if we don't get a decent grade for this, I'll take a broom stick and shove it up G codner's ass. Its really wasting sooo much time.I've really been struggling to like read all our project brief, alternative design project, search the whole Google just to write one small section of it and I've to think and think and then write.

Its really a fucking pain in the ass. I'm really really really tired out. For some of you, it seems to be like, write 10 pages only ma. Very easy to do la. I've nothing to say then. It just sickens me when I really starts to contribute a much larger part and time. I've wasted like a lot of time. It seems invincible to some people. They just dont know how much you've really put your ass into it. I don't want long2 to chew up every part of it. At least I'm pretty sure I'm doing at least 30% of the whole bloody report. I'm confident to say that. I have grammar mistake all over the place and struggling to write bits an pieces. I'm pretty sure its worth all of it. and I'M TRYING. I'm not trying to blog here to make you people pity me. NOPE. HELL NO. This is my blog. I blog what I want. I blog my blog. Its for me to one day read back all of this and remember this bitter taste of hardcore.

I need to write a report myself soon. Maybe next semester or the coming semester and I should learn how to do it myself. Sooner or later, its a need to write good report. I'm doing a pretty bad job but at least I'm trying to help out as much as I could possibly do.

Maybe I'm not as clever as some clowns, but I'm sure I'm doing a good work here. At least I'm trying. making blank and meaningless promises is not gonna help or contribute any bit to anything we do here. I'm really grateful that my parent are really happy with my result and cheering me u all the time. Its just things that money cant buy you.

One last phase thing to write and it's almost done.

I'm tired..

like really....

my body is going to break down soon.

2007-05-24T14:46:00.000+10:00

I;m like dead tired now but I dont know why I still feel energetic. HAHAHAHA>.. weird right? I went to bed at around 2-ish. I just couldnt close my eyes. Things just pops into my head. Thinking way too much I guess. I only get to close my eyes at around 4. Then I had to wake up at 4.45 to watch UEFA final. Damn.. It sunk my heart. LIKE FUCK OFF. haiizzz.. Bo pian la.

There's always next year. My love for liverpoool will never change. HAHAHA!

Project are making me go nuts. Have to meet up probably this saturday and sunday to get the project done. Presentation again next week then after that, exam. OH shoott.. Not even prepared yet. =(((((((((((

I cant wait to go back.

This is the old one. Who cares? We're like 5 times UEFA CL champions ok? like 5 kali!! Just unfortunate today. that fugin idiot INZAGHI! retire la you retard. use hand to score pun take malu. pui.

it hurts

2007-05-21T20:23:00.000+10:00

It hurts when your not meant to be.
It hurts when you love each other.
It hurts when you dont get to be with who you want to.

It hurts deep inside.

god..

whyy?

my sudden mood change

2007-05-20T20:13:00.000+10:00

Just 5 mins ago, I was browsing thru the old pics I have in my lappy. I suddenly miss my brothers. after like nearly 4 months here, I start to feel the need of having my brothers here with me. I miss you guy now. I hate it when I dont have those atmosphere here anymore. We used to swear at each other. curse and curse. Damn, I really miss all of that. I really do. How I wish I could turn back time and let that repeat itself. We used to fight & quarrel alot. Its part of growing up. here are some of the pics I would like to share with everyone.

I'll be back in 1 month's time, We'll have a blast. I hope. I hopeee..

just for you elenaa lim =P

2007-05-20T02:34:00.000+10:00

Oh well. It's a stressful sat night. its already the end of week 11. =( Exams are coming really really soon. just after week 13. I'm reli freaked out. esp maths. I jsut have t start relearning everything by myself. I'm worried i'll flunk the subj, I really cant imagine myself flunking it. I'll be reli reli fucked up. THere's no way I'll let myself do that. NOpe. Not anymore.

I'm going to uni tomorrow agn, trying to finish up my structural final project. finishing it sooner is better. There is a need to finish it coz if not, I wouldnt have any time to really study. Im really worried. really really ok?

okok. lets fnish sum this up. summary : If I study now, I might finish studying it. So that is what I'm going to do FULLSTOP

now for the elenaaa lim part. Since I promised that I'll blog abt you. here you go. HAHAHA!! I guess we started to really chat and know each other better only after I came here. Oh well, HAHAH!! she's the girl there, on my link. banyak banyak lovers one. HAHAHAHA!! Dont really know what to say tho. I'll just post the pictures of the hot hot her and then match it up with mine? AHAHAHA!!

HAHA.. I'm using the other hand, but its almost the same . (=

HAHAHAHAHA!! alrighty. here goes all of the pictures.

HAHAHAHAH!! here you go lena. hope you love them! HAHAHAHHA!! loads of love. goodnightyy.. (= you must, coz I took a lot of time taking those pictures! If you wonder when I took it, just. 10 minutes ago.

zzz

2007-05-18T00:57:00.000+10:00

I purposely made this look like a traffic light HAHAHAHAH!!

It took me ages. I spent my first night in uni. till 10pm finishing this shit. its a lot of work for me. i'm worned out and I hope its worth it.

bo $$$ is very the "hooww chammm aaa!!"

2007-05-15T22:28:00.000+10:00

this is what people do in boring lectures!

same goes to this one..

THE BEST FRIED RICE IN MEBOURNE. some say in victoria, others say Australia. (=

I just had my shower. its around 10.30 now. I'm starting to do my works now. =(( so many assignments to hand up. Really fucking tired. Really am.But after all the test and all, I hink hard work really pays off. I've never been working maybe 20% of the works I'm actually doing now. I'm putting in my effort and its paying off.

IT FEELS DAMNN GOOOOOOOOOODDD!!!

I'm really pecah now.

I'm doing my crappy works now.

The last 2-3 was expected to be really hectic and guess what? I'm right. all the final reports needs to be handed up + the exams, we still need to spare time doing it. ARGHHHH!!!

Its still alright, as long as I know that i'll be going back really soon. counting counting...

countt...

couunnttt...

cooounnttiinnggg..

*blink blink*

Oh, its 21st already!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Another great night.

2007-05-13T16:22:00.000+10:00

Last night I went to have dinner with mich and then went over to matching's place. the scenery damn nice. lik wow. after a while, we went over to BLVD. rnb & house style. first time I actually tasted 151, its shit. shit shit shit. the burning is the greatest 1 shot of my life. I not only have one, but had 2. (= omogosh, Maybe its bcoz my daddy's gene in running thru my veins and artery. =D

oh well. not much to do now. gonna slack one again.

broke.

2007-05-09T21:00:00.000+10:00

I declare myself "broke". HAHAHA!!

Not as in broken heart; mine is in one sexy piece kept properly but its as in money wise. =.=

your Q would be,"Where did the money fly? "

My 'without a second thought' answer would be," I've no fuggin idea!"

I woke up and went to uni at 12.30. It was a pretty boring day that just went by. oh well.. Doesn't matter as long as time starts to fly, I'm pleased with it. I'm going back really really soon. cant wait.

I feel like sleeping now already but I cant!! I've to at least do something before the tutorial tomorrow or else I'll be in a deep shit. D abachi guy might come to haunt us once again. =x

I watched a lil episode on youtube yesterday. It was jacky wu's again. It talks about cao ge, tank and some other girl's past. Its just really touching. They deserve their fame right now. The story about how they suffered just to be who they are today. Sometimes it just irritates me to hear myself moan about some little tiny thing I've to do. Imagine how they suffered and how much they contributed and the effort they put in to be who they are today. Cao ge actually did inspire me.

He's malaysian btw (: . He had to wait for 3 yrs to actually be able to finally release his super super nice cd. What a right time to do it right? why? coz I just started to really love music. I used to be an alien like everyone said. Never bother and actually never bonded in the music world. He had no money to even get himself a cup of instant noodle. Imagine that he had to sleep in the recording studio and all those stuff. Its not because he doesn't have money or so. Its just the determination within a person to achieve or accomplish what they really want is just inspiring.

I've learned a lesson that if you don't ever fall, You'll never appreciate & acknowledge the feeling of being on top of the world ; most importantly, On top of you yourself! soo..

Its study time.

no pain no gain. no study no career. no career no money. no money no girl. no girl no family.

no family = no love.

done with another fuckin stress day.

2007-05-08T22:08:00.000+10:00

oh gosh. I had to study on my birthday becoz I have 2 test d day after my exam. gosh. but anyway, thanks to everyone who sent their greetings to me.

you guys are just reli sensational. I really cant name all of you.. Today is gonna be a day off for me. I'm reli tired and lazy. I just want to slack tonight. am I allowed to? yes i am. (:

19th!

2007-05-07T12:39:00.000+10:00

Happy 19th to me, myself and I !!!!!!

Counting down the hours.

2007-05-06T21:19:00.001+10:00

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birth·day /ˈbɜrθˌdeɪ/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[burth-dey] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun

1.the anniversary of a birth.
2.the day of a person's birth.
3. a day marking or commemorating the origin, founding, or beginning of something.
4. the festivities or celebration marking such a day or anniversary.

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Oh well, In a few hours time, I'm gonna be ~~one year older~~. =((( For the past 18 years, I guess i've been reli reli cocky. Did a lot of bad things. Never appreciating what I've already got. Some says I'm a spoiled brat, others think I'm very linc by judging on my style and appreance. I'm very Linc anyway. Whatever. Its in my gene.Don't mess up with the words 'understanding' and 'knowing'. You won't get to 'understand' me just by 'knowing' me. get it into your head.

Cant really do anything here in melb. At least some of my friend did spend some time celebrating with me yesterday night. thank you guys. I've 2 exams on tuesday which is the day after my bday. What a gift right? _l_

I hope to do __________ , ___________ & _________________ this year. Most probably its not gonna happen. Its what dream are/is. Dreams are there for you to set your goals at.Right towards that direction. lena, you wanna world richest man's wife right?? .. HAHAHAA!!

Oh well, whatever it is. Happy birthday to myself and I really really love the way I am. like seriously. who cares? I do.

spidey 3

2007-05-06T01:54:00.000+10:00

I went out with pao , sip and quek just now. went to have dinner in chadstoooone. Funny la! we had to wait for billy at okealigh station. Then when B finally came, we had to take another bus to chadstone. WE went on the wrong stupid bus and had to stay in the bus for like an hour? wait for it to turna another loop. WTF. thanks to billy and pao! nonseense. But anyway, I dont mind, I had a great time laughing tonight.

WE went to pancake parlour and ate there. after that we went to the arcade. play play play.. After like it was 9.30, we went to catch spidey 3. Overrall I think its nice. Nice to watch. (= recommend to everyone out there who havent watch it. Except for the brunei gang who went to watch today also. HAHAAHA!!

lastly, thanks B for the lava lamp and hannah banana for the fuffy fluffy bolster. Its suites my bed and me. thank you! (=

frustrations.

2007-05-04T17:39:00.000+10:00

exams test exam test. cheee.. I;m reli sick of it already. Just handed up our alternative desgin project just now. I've got nothing to say. I didnt help much. I only spend like few hours helping him searching points and giving it to him. He did all the writing of the report. I feel frustrated because Its not that I dont want to help, its bcoz my english writing skill is really bad. At least I attempt to help like long said. I told him Its reli not that I dont wanna help him. Its just that I really cant write well. at least he understand, and at least he told me, at least your trying to help. sighs. He didnt sleep the whole night just to finish it on time. *speechless*

I havent actually started studying. When I want to, I tend to start getting sleepy. No matter what tonight, I'm gonna at least cover 80% of my structural. No matter what. I dont wannt be a loser liked I used to be. Fuck NO. Its time for a change. I really wanna do myself and my parent proud. Mark my words.

Everything isn't going the way I want it to. Its alright. Let it flow. Cant help a single thing. I dont know why people just dont understand u know? Like boh ming pek? you know? dont know right? I know. Its just becoz I said relationship dont last forever that did the damage. Its not that I wanted to spill it, But its a fact. What do you want me to say??? whatever la. IF people dont appreciate me, then dont? I din take a gun and point on ur head and ask u to say u need me.

I've been reading thru my fren's blog. Seems like everyone's missing ccms big time. The place that most of us grew up. Those days are just memorable.

Lets hope everything's gonna be better.

I dont feel so nice right now.

what's the right word to use?

for the way i'm feeling now..

sulking.

get me a jug of beer pls. anyone? *shrugs*

happy happy birthday!

2007-05-01T15:46:00.000+10:00

Happy 80th birthday (= who who you wonder? My grampa!! 80!!! Long live the king of the house. Altho we hardly bond much as I would like. He's really really nice to all his grandson. He always give the others money except me and my brothers. We NEVER took any of his money. *proud* I wish him the best of health.

Wei wei is back today already. How I really wish I could be in brunei now. I can bring him around. Been a while since we get to meet each other and talk to each other like we used to. No doubt he's the closest cuzzin of mine. WE used to do "badthings"together. Sleep on one single bed together. talk for the whole night about everything. *sighs* oh well, time to grow up alon. nevertheless, I do cherish him. A best friend that I wouldnt want to swap for anything. Hope you enjoy your stay in brunei now. (=

last but not least, Kung, Happy birthday. Enjoy your huge huge party tonight. Without him, There's no me.

A picture we took ummm.. a month back? *memories*
all the best to you. (=

12o3~

headache.

2007-04-30T21:25:00.000+10:00

arrgghh.. suddenly I can feel tiny tiny things on my head that is like squeezing me. =.=

my new 16.5kg ipod.

2007-04-28T21:10:00.000+10:00

tsk tsk. you know larr horr? no need say so much. my ipod weights 16.5kg. only 2 of them can catch the ball. exhausted but I had an awesome time. (=

When I reached home, the cab stop and I saw a falling star. its reli reli damn pretty. I wished without any hesitation. Its really really really pretty.then the cab driver asked me, did u see that. I said "YEA!" woooo~

ipod tomorrow?

2007-04-27T22:48:00.000+10:00

I had to go to structural alone this morning. =( tht nonsense paoja purukai wa, say head ache. puuu her. I dont know what made me went to structural lecture today. I din wan to wake up at first, but I just did after looking at my mirror. I realise what I came here for. I just had to. So I forced myself to wake up. then classes was as usual.

I went to uni just now also. Had a Monash International student pool night. It was fun. Get to know some people. At around 8-ish, I came home alrready. I dont feel like being there already so I came home. hehe.. thats all for today.

damn.

2007-04-26T22:24:00.000+10:00

some dick heads just cant mind their own business. If i fuckin' know who spread the shit, i'll break you. you see. _l_

It was our business, none of yours. I dont need to explain myself to anyone, whoever the fuck you are. Just mind ur own thing. Mark my words. I'll break you.

today's alright. knew my mark for my electircal test. All I can say is well worth it. I put in my effort, I get wad i deserve. 101%

lenaaa - good luck tomorrow. (= make or break?

waiting for ur good news.

Oh yea, I deleted the clown's picture.

Look at that Alex. LOLS!

2007-04-25T15:07:00.001+10:00

This is actually from the tag board on elena's blog.

24 Apr 07, 16:50alon (: alex = dick. u posted the ugliest pic in my guest book. and err.. no one asked u to? _l_

24 Apr 07, 16:51alon (: i highly doubt wad u said last time. ur fren > than my friends? ROFL.

24 Apr 07, 17:31Elena: alon, don't be so mean lah. >.<

25 Apr 07, 10:23Alex: who said i want to be friends with a guy who has a negative IQ? and yes, my friends > your friends. my friends are cool, smart and fun to be around. example :amelia, fuzzy wuzzy, jim, gary.

25 Apr 07, 10:24Alex: my friends are also alot more intelligent than yours so i have no need to dabble on there. poor alon doesnt even know that RICHARD means DICK. alex means awesome, great defender of the world or someth

25 Apr 07, 10:24Alex: ing. either way, alon ditched the previous argument and wants to start another one. i'm ready when you are, douche bag.

25 Apr 07, 10:26Alex: also rofl at alon, i dont even fucking KNOW your facebook. i love your empty accusations. full of 0 IQ and you prove it to be so

25 Apr 07, 10:26Alex: hell i dont even OWN a facebook. i'm not a camwhore, you stupid douche.

25 Apr 07, 13:00alon (: its GUEST book not face book.

25 Apr 07, 13:00alon (: I higly doubt your frens are much better than mine. HAHAHAH!! the way you are, I doubt u even have "a" friend

25 Apr 07, 13:01alon (: If u mean ur name Alex was a hero last time, I'm pretty sure its not now.

25 Apr 07, 13:02alon (: I dont need to waste time argueing with people like u. practically it's a waste of my life.

25 Apr 07, 13:02alon (: I dont have to name my friends out.They know who they are. and they know who i am. unlike people like you. gosh. memang beh paiseh! pui.

25 Apr 07, 13:05alon (: your frens are more intelligent than me? which part and which one of my friend do u know? ur assuming abt things u dont know u piece of shit. I need u need a mirror.. gosh.

25 Apr 07, 13:12alon (: and oh yeah. its not that u dont want to be a camwhore. its u cant be one. the whole world knows why.

Look at this clown. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!! He's the guy who posted his pic in my guest book on top. alex. I dont even know him. tak paiseh pun. pui. I know i'm being mean here. but whatever. Dont give a damn. pao said' " ewww.. this guy's hand so ugly. the finger so short!"

DONE.

2007-04-25T00:48:00.000+10:00

Everything's over & DONE. Exams, assignments & presentations. OMGOSH. Its quite a long while since I get to do nothing at home and not worry about anything. Tomolo's ANZAC day. No classes and stuff. Its a public holiday. I dont really know what it actually means or is. Quek told me its something like a peace day after a war or something. who cares?? Wadever it is! All I need to know is that I'll be having a break from uni tomolo. It just feel so nice. stress free. Just like when the girls use "whisper" HAHAHAHAHA!! I dont know how to describe how I feel actually. really great? I had my electrical exam at 9 this morning. Overall, There's like only 3 Q and I actually finished doing it in 20 mins? I pawned the paper.. felt confident and after that I had my structural presentation. It's actually the 3rd time I actually had a presentation. Overrall, I think our team did the best. so yeah! (= and after the structural presentation , I had my maths for engineering exam. Omogosh! That demonstrator.. Speechless la! lets not talk abt her. MAths was alright too. So all the exams were alright except the first time i attempted the structural on9 test. pao horr..

Dont know what's the pond lo. ask bill " taa taa dee" wong lorrr!!

Use my blog to blog ma. ppuuuuu.. nvm lar. u know I tell you I miss you everynight one right? Me and sip2 getting clever already. then she'll tell me the following things.

we tell her "pao, ni yue lai yue cute oledi"

pao will say , " ....................... ".

1) Not funny lor Heng!
2) Bu hao siao lo heng!
3)stop it lorr heng!
4) Ni hen wu liao lor heng!
5) Ni kai xin jiu hao lo heng!
6) thing dao dou sien liaw lorr!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! (= k lar! this sums up everything. Planning to get myself a new ipod. think only.

think think think (=. anyone wants to spare me some cash?

I'm pao

2007-04-22T21:36:00.000+10:00

That stupid guy is praying now. BAI SEN !!

Ahamdulilahhh .... I think he GUI SANG SEN lor...

Anyone know how to help him? I seriously dunno wad to do lor.

I think I should karate kick him hor? Right onto his face. Since he say he's too hot.

Okay the ambulance is here... Gtg open the door for them ...

Will update u ppl soon ... =D

errr.. title title

2007-04-21T22:06:00.000+10:00

ummmff.. Havent been blogging that much this few days. Went out wif pao & quek to chadstone today. Got to watch Mr.Bean's movie. It wasnt as nice as I wanted it to be. There's only a few part that could make me laugh. So yeah.

This few days, I havent been doing much. Dont know why, Just dont feel like doing anything. Been weeks already that I've came up with nothing due to the stupid presentations and exams.

Now, All of you are kinda debating about me going back this june. Billy has his points also which is true. There's nothing to fuss about. Just forget about it. I'll reli let my mom decide it now. If she wants me back, then i'll go back. If not, then i'll stay here and maybe find something exciting to do in winter. My muller? =D

Anyways, guess thats all for now. If i dont go back this june, I said IF,I might not get to see some of my frens who are leaving to some other place already. hmmm.. and I might lose my chance to turn back everything. so yeah. _l_

I did lost someone I used to love. I mean LOVE. dont want that to repeat itself.

Think & decide.

2007-04-19T15:32:00.000+10:00

Lots of things to talk about. lads of things to think abt too.

I still wonder, Goin back to brunei this june, around 22-23 days. IS IT A WASTE of money? $1400. It aint cheap at all.

Should I or shouldnt I? Suggestions pls. =.=

Something meaningful.

2007-04-17T18:02:00.000+10:00

I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye.

But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.

While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you us e, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise, you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes." By this time, I felt very small, And now my tears began to fall.

I quietly went and knelt by his bed; "Wake up, little one, wake up," I said. "Are these the flowers you picked for me?" He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree. I picked 'em because they're pretty like you. I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue." I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;I shouldn't have yelled at you that way." He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway." I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers, especially the blue." FAMILY Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than into our own family, an unwise investment indeed, don't you think?

So what is behind the story?

Do you know what the word FAMILY means?

FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

presentation cancelled. =.=

2007-04-16T17:09:00.000+10:00

GREAT.

The whole Monash clayton campus tak ada electrik. WOOHOOO.. the auntie who owns the billiard place said " I've never seen this happen" how nice? how nice. I'm tired out you know? really really like tired. sighs.

I've got,

Electrical exam 9-10 =(
Structural report + presentation 10-12 =((
Maths for eng. 12-2. =(((

No power,
No electric,
No current,
No resistance.

No whatever you want to call it. Just make it happen tomorrow.

PLEEEEEEAAAAASSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

==========editted==========

Guess what god replied?

Clayton classes cancelled on Tuesday 17 April
Classes, labs and tutorials have been cancelled at Monash Clayton campus on Tuesday 17 April 2007, due to a power outage. Electricians are continuing to work to identify the cause of the power fault, which cut power to Clayton campus early Monday afternoon. Clayton students are encouraged to monitor this website for further updates

"overrrr the moooon!!!" HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!

reference marty "the biggest loser"

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